♥ Specially for you....
Sunday, December 7, 2008 -{'07:05
Because
Because of you,
I'll always smile.
Wonder if you'll remember,
the times we spend together.
From long ago,
till we're twenty two,
I've never let you down.
Though I admit my temper sucks,
but those were in the past.
I've change a lot,
people can see,
I'm sure you too noticed.
But one thing I'm sure that has never changed,
my love for you remains.
I want you to smile,
I want you to know,
that I'll always be true.
There are times when I'm missing you much,
still never though of giving up.
This feeling of time and distance,
is also an experience.
Once we manage to overcome,
and there'll be jubilant.
My heart and my soul,
I give you my all,
because I love you so.
For you and me,
were meant to be,
this you've got to believe.
We came this far,
after that much,
people think we might not last.
My promise to you are as follows,
please spend time to read it through.
I'll give you happiness,
I'll make sure that happens.
I've loved you once,
I love you now,
I'll still be loving you forever.
I'll do anything I can,
upon my ability,
just to make you happy.
The words I said,
and things I do,
will always be for you.
Never ever leave me again,
I'll not be able to take the pain.
I promise to whoever it is,
I'll always protect you.
My love for you,
being so true,
I'll die,
if I lie.
Just bear in mind I'm working hard,
for our future soon to start.
I'll be back once my chores are done,
the first thing I'll do is to give you a hug.
For now till then,
till I'll see you again,
please take care of yourself.
If you fall sick,
I'll let you see,
the pain inflicts in me.
I guessed I've said enough,
and clear to let you know.
My arms are there,
always be there,
ready for you to hold.
Now Laopo you should know how much,
you actually mean to me.
You're someone special,
in my heart,
who I'll treasure forever.
And between now and then,
Till I'll see you again,
I'll be loving you,
Please love me too.
I love you......
♥ Thanks Laopo
Thursday, December 4, 2008 -{'11:28
Thanks Laopo for the G.U.E.S.S Watch...Thanks Laopo for the D.I.Y Birthday Card...Thanks Laopo for the Red Sotong...Thanks Laopo for the Book of Memories...Thanks Laopo for putting in so much effort...Thanks Laopo for the sleepless nights she spent...Thanks Laopo for the surprised she gave me...Thanks Laopo for making me feel she was with me...Thanks Laopo for loving me as much as I loved her...Thanks Laopo for being understanding while I'm not around...Thanks Laopo for not neglecting me...Thanks Laopo for being morally supportive...Thanks Laopo for waiting...THANKS LAOPO!
♥ Happy 22nd bday
Tuesday, December 2, 2008 -{'04:28
Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Jun Tai
Happy Birthday to Me
Thanks Laopo in sending over the presents.. *touched*
a "Guess" watch, red sotong and my Scrap book~~
♥
Saturday, October 25, 2008 -{'04:33
The memorable and happy times we spent together..
9th Oct Awaiting touch down singapore... Exciting! Looking forward too... Finally... This day, went to cwp walk around to meet my friend to take her white DELL lappy... No fighting of lappy with her sister le!! Then went out with gene and sylvia, treat them to makan as promised.. After that, to KTV to celebrate guorong's birthday!! too bad e photos' not with me now... will upload again... =) Then time for the both of us... On my CB400 Superfour to Mustafa!! bought ya.. quite alot of daily necessities.. haha.. and a Samsung L100 camera for onli $209! these are e photos we took using dis cam.. straight after we bought.. ;)
10th Oct Went to sim lim square to buy her harddisk.. walk around... met up with gerald in the evening time, went to plaza sing to customize our ring from couples lab... then to the cathay to buy our NUM sandels! sweet~~ met up with my sister and brother in law too, to makan sakae sushi! my fav!! haha... ok..
walk around in e Wine atrium.. guess who we saw, our sec sch fren, li pei! so long din see her... =) so anyway went together with them to this thai pub... its very interesting... at shenton way if im not wrong ya.. =)
photo took after our pubbing.. fr left, juntai, guorong, yongping, lester... so pathetic, baby drank a cup of coke chivas onli... and she burped? and vomitted...11th Oct Went to bugis area, but before! it seems going to rain.. so stop at cwp walk around 1st.. went to find her scn fren, emily.. still remenber tat she said Im 'Bengish'! haha... Then to take baby's specs from kkh, went to golden mile to buy our coach tics to genting, to mustafa again shop shop... bought a nike bag from dere too...
this is e mini carpark in mustafa...After that went to Sembawang.. thought of going to guorong's bbq.. but so sorry, its start at 7pm.. so cant possibly make it, as we need to pack our stuffs to reach lavender by 10pm.. So dropped by Sun plaza to walk walk... =) Night falls, went back to wdl to pack our stuffs.. Met baby at our bus stop to take cab, with her parents acc her down too... =0
awaiting for the coach to come.. transtar travel...
in the coach, baby writing my white card for mi... =)12th Oct Reach Genting!! its so damn cold.....
the model of the whole genting situated in 1st world hotel..
Grace, Gregory, Gerald.. the G3... haha...Awaiting to check in our theme park hotel.. so walk around in first world plaza, took pictures den to this coffee bean in resort hotel and... Slack....
Ya, anyway took all sorts of funny pictures.. for more details pls refer to baby's friendster ya.. =)
Went Ripleys' Believe It or Not.... interesting! too bad gerald's not following us..
went shopping too... and bought these clothes, a cap and a belt for her... just walk around in 1st world plaza... ;) that night thought of going down to KL to clubbing de... tats y she bought tat suit above... but somehow she kind of sick? told gerald.. she dun mind me acc him down to KL.. but ya, gerald din wanna go le... so ya, walk the whole day, tired! slept too...
13th Oct Woke up in noon time.. To outdoor theme park!!
some space thingy.. so lame...
in the boat to dinosaurland!
went to play those carnival games.. spent quite alot.. and these are the bears we've got! =) 
queuing up for the antique cars...
because of ya, too many passengers (bears), so ya, we need to sit in 2 antique cars.. =P
we've played archery..
we played flying coster, baby's not, cuz kind of dizzy le, after the corkscrew and drop shot...
thats my bath tub and our stuffs la...
14th Oct Went walk around in genting agn.. tot of going down to KL de.. but its quite late le.. 3 plus pm...
outside outdoor themepark
thats the cap we bought! suit her right?? pretty!!
I look cute in this pic.. loves it!
went to sushi king for our brunch cum dinner..
thats how much we ate...
went to genting hotel, for this 2 hours ktv session..
our NUM sandels~~
Back to our hotel room... to... change her......... ok.. dun talk bout it ya...
ya.. did all sorts of role playing... haha.. *shake* "hey baby, are you ok??"
went back to our hotel after buying some snacks n sovenirs.. played poker card.. drink beers, for her, of course jolly shandy la.. dun like beers... after tat i oso quite hot, so nice to sleep.. last day in Genting le... misses...
15th Oct Packing up our stuffs... Checking out hotel... decided not to go KL, cuz bring too much stuffs le.. quite ley chey..
we are so patriotic for msia national song!! haha.. kidding...
in the coach straight down to singapore, sun plaza..
Back to singapore.. quite wasted of our 1 whole day trip down to singapore.. reach home at round 9 plus.. put our stuffs, changed and straight went to my sister house! no steamboat to eat.. but still got Wii to play!! =)
16th Oct Went in to JB holiday inn to shop shop.. made our red specs.. bought some games.. custom made our polo tee and t-shirt!! haha.. so nice... quickly rush back to singapore to have dinner with them! in ajisen!
den went back baby's home to take baby's bowling ball.. its so heavy!! 13 pounds! and now its in my house.. misses~
17th Oct Took our rings in amk hub.. walk around to wait for that guorong.. Met up with my frens for dinner steamboat in bugis... After that then to pub...
Was so anxious.. Practice quite a few times of this magic with this paper and fire thingy and the ring... Gonna proposed to her tonight! Started by this magic.. Invited baby to stand up... Knelt down in front of her.. So nervous... When victor quieten down the crowd.. More irritating nervous!! Didnt know wat to talk.. Dunno wat im talking too... Yu wu lun ci... haha... Finally, i did asked... And the answer i got is, "Yes, i do.." Happy!! So ya, im engaged and booked and tied down!! haha... Thanks to guo rong for videoing it down... Memorable...
Our Engagement Rings..PS: Laopo, I Love You
♥ So short yet so long
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 -{'09:10
16th September 2008, TuesdayToday's gonna be really really busy for me. Loads and tonnes of work to be done, yet I'm still updating my blog!! -_-"As all can see, my blog skin has been changed, no longer as emo as before... no longer as saddist as before... no longer as lonely as before.. all because I'm not gonna be on my own again, as I have my Laopo with me, supporting me, motivating me, waiting for me, love me, care me... =) Making me the happiest person on earth, and at the same time, the most fortunate... Had a little argument few days back, cos she's going to sentosa after her post night~ *faintz*She was going with her bunch of ex-collegues, which also includes him... But I swear, I trust baby and am pissed off because she's going straight after post night.. I suggested she take the day off, so she could enjoy herself... but ya.... of cos she didn't want to as the allowance for night shift is high! End of the day, I compromise, leave the decision up to her, because I love and respect her...Later on, she decided to give the sentosa trip a miss, and instead just turn up for the dinner... I know Baby just didnt want me to be worried... She loves me too... All after all, we're good, doing great and managing well. Had a good talk and ya, she knows what I'm thinking and I too know what she thought of...Baby's been waking up as early as 3plus in the morning to gimme morning call, for the fear that i couldn't wake up on time to work. I'm really touched, sincerely touched... Never in my life has anyone persist on giving me morning calls at those wee hours.. She did... Though a million times i told her not to, she insisted... Once again, she loves me more then I could have expected. Silly her~~Anyway, days are passing, time is flying... For all we know, its only another 24 days and I'll be back in Singapore... Looking forward, really.... The schedule I've come up with for my stay in Singapore... almost everyday spending with Baby... I've been away from her... and when I return, I'm gonna dedicate most of my time to her... She told me 'I need you'... That melts me... She calls me Laogong in her sweet gentle tone.... that melts me even more! To many out there, whatever she has done for me might be small deal... Buut to me, she means the whole world... simply because, she's waiting for me... alone~p.s : Baby, I know u love me just like I do, I know u care bout me and want me to be the best in everything, but i really hope u'll stop giving me morning call because I dun wanna depend on u.... in stead, I'll let u depend on... rest assure, Laogong's gonna be always always be there for u =)
Love's all around, especially when u didnt realise... Just like me and her, G&G!
♥ What else can I say??
Monday, September 8, 2008 -{'23:37
8th September 2008, MondayMoment of silence again and yet again,people changes rapidly I don't know what to say.Even though I'm putting in my best,why does the situation still remains the same?Sometimes no doubt I'll start to think this way,am I the damn culprit why her feelings changed?Now that I've won her heart she keeps assuring me,insecurity was the reason why this had to be.Contradictions happened and someone starts to hint,that she hated me so much wouldn't even talk to me.I thought happiness was what should surround us,only to find out that was wishful thinking on my part.After so many rounds of playing hide and seek,finally she came back to me with her love and care so deep.I wouldn't want to share but it was so hurting,Said I was fake and a big bad guy my forte was bragging!I've put in effort I've put in time no matter how busy I am,just to ensure she's happy though we're at different ends.Now let me say this once again and announce it to the world,Who I need and want to be with is none other then HER.Allow me to make my promise and swear upon my life,if I'd ever let her down, GOD please let me die.Just to complete my vow I'll tell you people who she really is,this girl who have touched my heart, is GRACE, SIA XIN YI.
♥ 34 more days and counting down...
Thursday, September 4, 2008 -{'13:48
4th September 2008, ThursdayRecently been rather busy... gotta work, gotta pei baby chat~~ quite stress also... buut still able to take it... People are complaining that my blog is too wordy. So from now on, I'll try K.I.S.S, which is keep it short simple.Nothing much to update, also no new pictures to share. Just that I'm really looking forward to be back in Sg in oct... Miss her so much, miss my bike so much... Then my friend needs help also. KJ is troubled, shared her woes with me... think she reallt trust me alot... thanks her for the trust.But it also hurts me in a way that my friend is suffering from stress and troubles.. how i want to help her as much... but my ability is just that much... =xNext thing is Baby... sometime she emo, i also dunno why... then sometimes i emo... -_-" like hell of a taking turn thing... But like she said, we're both strong enough... jiayou jiayou jiayou!!34 more days to go nia~ =)*i miss my baby, love my baby.... *
♥ Sick and Emo~
Sunday, August 24, 2008 -{'04:26
24th August 2008, SundayAm on duty.... feeling better from my sore throat, running nose and mild fever =) Baby was so worried la... I'm sorry... =xIt all started few days back when i was watching 'WANTED' with Roy back in our dorm... I ate 2 bottles of pringles, 1 whole packet of Wang Wang Xian Bei, and one can or cheese sticks one shot!!Then the next day my throat started to itch a little... yet I carried on drinking and eating peanuts while playing chess and checkers upon the invitation on one of my colleagues. The very next day woke up with serious hang over, sore throat and running nose. Yesterday, fever developed. My whole body was so tired... But in order not to let baby worry too much, I talked on the phone with her, Msn with her.... Continue to sleep late even though she had wanted me to turn in early to rest my sick body.Recently Baby has requested to talk lesser on phone because she wants me to have more rest, instead of sacrificing my sleep to accompany her. She loves me alot... But I too love her so much! I wanna talk to her, keep her away from the feelings of loneliness... I want her to feel my presence... That's why I'm sacrificing my sleep... I want her to be happy even though I'm not by her side. There are times when I see the sms she sent me, I immediately want to fly back..... I know I can't. I have to deal things the sensible way. It's a test, a test of time, distance and how strong the feeling is... I won't compromise my job... Without a stable job, I wouldn't be able to provide her with the kind of life we want. We have plans.... plenty of them. We'll work hard toward the common goal we set for right, Baby? I won't give up half way, you can't too...Have already booked the hotel at Genting Highland. its confirmed that baby, me and Gerald are making our way up in October when Gerald and I are back in town for our home leave... Booking has been confirmed. So happy. We're finally going to Genting. My last trip was 12 years back. This time round I have Baby with me... =) So fortunate, feels so blissful... On our way back from Genting, we'll also stop by KL, and JB for clubbing trips, shopping trips. I promise to get Baby a cushion for her to hug on when I'm away from her. She also suggested we make a set of spectacles, same design same colour.. but it has gotta look good on both of us.... Gerald and I will get our tattoo of friendship done in KL most probably.. Am so looking forward to the trip. The very next thing I'm really expecting is spending time with Baby and her two sisters. I'll be bringing them out for dinner, Ktv session, maybe bowling maybe ice skating... depends... But all after all, I just want to have a chance to understand them more, interact with them more.. vice versa... It feels so great when Gene told me, 'actually I only dislike u like 10%' ..... that means its improving... The feeling of being disliked is really so so so so terrible... Been chatting with Baby on the phone, and her sister thru ebuddy... I'm really really putting in any effort I can to make everyone feels happy as well as easy... Hope one fine day, I'm appreciated... =)p.s Everything I do, I do it for you~~ Baby.... countdown 46 days!! *Loves and Misses and Hugs and Kisses*
♥ Cute Cute stuffs!
Monday, August 18, 2008 -{'05:38
18th August 2008, MondayJust happened to forgets bout this! This is so damn cute la!! Haha... hey I tell u, u guys really must must not miss this.... I swear its damn funny!!
This was the original of Alvin and the Chipmunks...And this was the newer Version!! Haha~~ Photoshop by me and produce by me also.
Roy, Gerald, Gregory (from left to right)
Thats all folks!
♥ *A side of me where no one knows*
-{'04:07
18th August 2008, MondayYesterday (17/08/08) went off with Gerald and Roy. We found the white adidas track pants finally, and decided to get one each. Apart from that, I bought some iron-on flags of Singapore, Brunei, Thailand and Korea. I wanted to iron them on to my back pack de lo... but dun think it will stay there, need to sew as a double protection plan!! Haha... I also spent 41bucks on a red zippo lighter, and I really like it so much, I'm not gonna use it.. Haha...Talked to baby almost everyday now. Don't want her to feel insecure. Its also because I missed here every now and then, so had to call her and talk to her, hear her sweet gentle voice. She's very sweet lo, midnight 3am call me to wake me up, knowing I have to start work at that kinda weird timings... sent me sms and sometimes want me to hang up cos she dun want me to have so little sleep. Actually before that I usually sleep latest by 1+am de lo... But now its different le... Cos its no more about me and myself. Its about US! Baby also mentioned to me that her daddy hinted to meet me for dinner. I dunno what's gonna happen la, but currently the situation is, I'm not ard in sg. Gotta wait till Chinese New Year 09 le ba~~ Then there's gene and sylvia. I promised to take them out for dinner when I'm back in sg. Of cos all I want is to know them better, let them understand me more also. I dun want things to end up with only me and baby being happy, then the rest of the people around us all with sunken face... I'm trying very hard to make everyone happy, but not compromising baby's and mine.It's really not easy to maintain a long distance relationship, but I'm not giving up!! I mean, with baby, I'm sure we'll be able to cross this obstacle and test of time and distance. Baby, jiayou!!K la... enough of my craps... now, lets take a look at the cam whoring session back in my dorm...*ignore the background, a lil messy...anyway main point is me doing the moves and stunts =) *
Hanging me mid air (difficulty ***)
Back slunt 45 degree ( dificculty **)
Balancing and posing (difficulty ***)
Doing push-up on a human vault (difficulty ***)
2 x flooring moves with Roy (difficulty ***)
This one's hard on Gerald, but still nice posing!!
This was my candid expression when I fell and knocked both my knees -_-"
See carefully, I'm supporting with only 2 hands as pivot points (difficulty ****)
That's Gerald and me, doing a mirror image (difficulty **)
Now This is Specially for Baby... Taekwondo 's Back Thrust (difficulty TBC)
How bout a Hand stand with legs split? (Difficulty ***)
And this is hard, windmill (difficulty ****)
Hand Stand Jumps (difficulty ****)
Thats what I wore, The new Adidas pants I bought!! =)
Kinda hard to explain what i'm trying to do (dificculty **)
This is real hard -_-" (difficulty *******)
Hanging me mid air (difficulty ***)
Back slunt 45 degree ( dificculty **)
Balancing and posing (difficulty ***)
Doing push-up on a human vault (difficulty ***)
2 x flooring moves with Roy (difficulty ***)
This one's hard on Gerald, but still nice posing!!
This was my candid expression when I fell and knocked both my knees -_-"
See carefully, I'm supporting with only 2 hands as pivot points (difficulty ****)
That's Gerald and me, doing a mirror image (difficulty **)
Now This is Specially for Baby... Taekwondo 's Back Thrust (difficulty TBC)
How bout a Hand stand with legs split? (Difficulty ***)
And this is hard, windmill (difficulty ****)
Hand Stand Jumps (difficulty ****)
Thats what I wore, The new Adidas pants I bought!! =)
Kinda hard to explain what i'm trying to do (dificculty **)
This is real hard -_-" (difficulty *******)
